Tired

I’m so tired. I’ve been applying to so many jobs, every single one I come across. The list of applications is endless, and the responses I get back are few. The interviews I do land are like a rare glimmer in the dark, but even when I get the chance, it seems like there’s always something standing in the way.

When I do get a hit, my parents won’t let me take it. It’s exhausting. It’s like every step forward is met with two steps back. I’m just worn out by it all. One of my friends who works in an organization and referred me also hit a setback recently. This Struggle too makes me wonder if I’m even good for anything.

I’ve been questioning myself a lot lately. It’s hard to keep pushing when it feels like everything is against you. Maybe this is a phase, and maybe things will turn around. But right now, all I can feel is the weight of the constant struggle to get a good job