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Every night, tears fill my eyes as I try to sleep. I just want to go home, away from the mess at university. Everyone seems distant and moody, leaving me feeling like I'm the problem. Last night was the worst. I cried myself to sleep, feeling more alone than ever. It's like my friends have become strangers. I'm tired of dealing with people who don't get it. I try to hold back, but sometimes I can't help myself. Are these people really friends? Or are they just pretending? Someone who's been ignoring me suddenly goes to my friend, asking why we're not talking, as if nothing's wrong. It's like they're too caught up in their own ego to see what's really going on. I don't want to deal with anyone anymore. I just want to cry until it all goes away. I feel lost, like I don't belong anywhere. But I know I'll find my way. I'll keep going, even if it feels like I'm in the dark. ---
L