thoughts2

Life can be tough sometimes. You look around, hoping for a friend or some support, but it feels like you're all on your own. That's where I am right now. It's like everyone sees me as this bossy, know-it-all person, but they don't see the real me – the one who just wants someone to listen and understand. It's frustrating. I try to push my friends to do better, to study harder, but instead of seeing that I care, they just label me as selfish. And then there's that one person who straight up told me to leave. Can you imagine? It's like they don't even want me around. But you know what's even more frustrating? It's when they don't even try to see things from my perspective. They call me names and point fingers, but they never stop to think about how their words might hurt. I don't know if I'm the villain in this story. Maybe I am. But I wish they would take a moment to look at themselves too. Maybe then they'd see that we're not so different after all. Being misunderstood hurts. It's like you're screaming into the void, but no one's listening. And all you want is for someone to reach out and say, "Hey, I get it. You're not alone." But until that happens, I'll just keep walking this lonely road, hoping that someday, someone will understand.
L